All tagged single
The idea of dating again has caused me to reflect on my prior relationships. Not really a fun place to be, even if I've made peace with the past. Thinking about these relationships taps into my insecurities making me feel incredibly vulnerable. Here's the conclusion I reached after my days, hours, minutes of reflection... I'm always waiting to be chosen.
I long for what we had, but I know it's time for me to let go of the pain and longing I felt when I was with you. For my heart needs to recover. I need to find another lover.
Is an amicable breakup a real thing or is it as fake a purple unicorn? Can adults breakup responsibly? Dare I say amicably.
I've been single, or as I like to call it purposefully dateless, for the past four years. That's a long time...even longer if you convert it to dog years. Yikes! But now I think I'm ready to date.
I enjoy being single. I'm not a man-hater; although I do have some inherent biases again men. (That's a topic we'll discuss another day.) I enjoy having time for myself and not having to worry about fulfilling the needs of someone else. I care for my daughter and my furbabies. My life is full and I have a bright future ahead of me.
